I promise to you

it was the first time and I promise it was the last time
to drop the tears for myself.

I have no time to pitty me,
but I need time to consider.


thank you Mitchan
for giving me your shoulder.

I won't show my tear drops in front of you again.

trust me, I'm getting stronger, moment by moment
with your help
and
with my deartest friend's help.


thank you again.

peaceful days :)

when I'm sixty-four by beatles

When I get older losing my hair many years from now
Will you still be sending me a valentine,
Birthday greetings,
bottle of wine?

If I'd been out til quarter to three
would you lock the door?
Will you still need me,
will you still feed me,
when I'm sixty-four?

Oh, you'll be older too -
Ah And if you say the word,
I could stay with you

made in heaven ?

Long Away (by Queen)

You might believe in Heaven
I would not care to say
For every star in Heaven
There's a sad soul here today
Wake up in the morning with a good face
Stare at the moon all day
Lonely as a whisper on a star chase
Does anyone care anyway
For all the prayers in Heaven
So much of life's this way

Did we leave our way behind us
Such a long long way behind us
Who knows when
now who knows where
Where the light of day will find us ?
Look for the day

Take heart, my friend, we love you
Though it seems like you're alone
A million lights above you
Smile down upon your home
Oh, Hurry put your troubles in a suitcase
Come let the new child play
Lonely as a whisper on a star chase
I'm leaving here, I'm long away
For all the stars in Heaven
I would not liveI could not live this way

Did we leave our way behind us
Such a long long way behind us
Leave it for some hopeless lane
Such a long long way
Such a long long wayS
uch a long long away
I'm looking forLooking for that day

I am the day

I am the day (by Libera)


I am the day, soon to be born
I am the light before the morning
I am the night, that will be dawn
I am the end and the beginning
I am the alpha and omega
The night and day, the first and last
Illuminosa, immortalis
Sancta gloriosaIlluminosa, immortalis
Sancta gloriosaIn aeterna
I am the life, soon to begin
I am the new hope in the morning
I am the darkness, soon to be light
I am the rising and the falling

with your smile

I can still have "HOPE" to life :)


thank you for standing by me always.

not "in the lap of the Gods"

it's worse than I was afraid.

it's not CSCR but RP.

my partner cried to hear what I told him.

I explained him word by word, in a way he can understand easily.

it's so hard to tell him but I should tell him

because we have to face it from now on.

I'm very happy to know

he
is
here.

for a new day

although our life are uncertain,
I can say,
the new day will come.

although we can't know it's good or bad,
I can say,
we can do something to making it better.

although we may feel difficulty to do that,
we can feel someone here with us and,
we can do with his help.

for a new day.

春節

luna new year is coming soon !

I guess my friends are ready to celebrate happy new year :)

spring storm 春一番

it's stormy day yesterday.
it's said that it's the sign of coming spring.

right,
though the air is cold still,
the wind is mild and
the sunlight is warm today :)

another test report

recieved TOEIC test report.
my best score was 755 (at 2002).

mmmm.... I need more traning on my listening.

insecure days go away !

finally,
I've got a refferral form for university hospital today,
so that I can have complete examination for definite diagnosis on my eye next wednesday.
after this examination, I believe I could feel safe... I do hope.

what's next !?

found the colon polyp in the latest X-ray examination.
need further examination using fiberscope.
and maybe remove it then.

busy month.

warm winter

it's unusual winter this year.

this woman's work

I am a big fan of Kate Bush
and I am very happy to know so many her videos in YouTube !

hmmmmm........ great !

why I didn't seek her video in YouTube till now ?

鬼は外、福は内

"Oni wa soto, Fuku wa uchi!"

In Japan, the traditional end of winter falls on February 3rd, is known as Setsubun.
On Setsubun, we participate in traditional events to drive away evil spirits and bring in good fortune.
we throw beans while shouting "Fortune in and demons out."

and further, one more thing is getting popluar.
it's eating 恵方巻き(eho-maki), thick and long sushi-roll.
the important thing are;
1; eat whole sushi. don't cut !
2; face lucky direction while eating. it's NNW this year.

see more about setsu-bun here and there :)